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tured. I c terested in a cold place. And besides, Ive aled to go to time. I ed to see ts, and penguins. I imagined myself tac up by the aurora borealis.
raigo my eyes. blink even once. pierced to t silently for a moment, and finally said Its fine, s to do, o ts to do?
I agreed.
In about take a long vacation. e can probably make all tions before t be a problem.
I couldnt respond rig me icicle gaze, it he inside of my head.
ime, I came to regret t I up to t kno someter t accumulated on ubborn and reticent. Noing anyt all. All of terribly uneasy. Five days before o depart, I boldly made a proposal to my s call off trip, I said. Ive t about it a little, and its so cold, it will probably be bad for me.
It just seems like it ter idea to go some Europe is really nice; o Spain instead? e could drink paella, and cs. But my respond. For a little ared at some place far a my face. o my eyes. t look, I felt as if my body, just as it o not to go to Spain, my s not fair to you, but Spain is too and dusty for me. And too spicy. Anyickets for t a fur coat for you, and a pair of fur-lined boots. e cant afford to e all t. At t, we o go.
t scared me. I , if to t o recover. I errible nig ime. In taking a rapped inside t ice, I could see t I couldnt move even a single finger. It erribly strange feeling. I understood as moment by moment t co t. I ure. t kept piling up irreversibly. And everyone kept staring at me. t t. I passing scenes.
And t to me. breat all. Just like I loved tart to cry. My tears a dream, . t from ture. t you imprisoned tand?
Yea I convinced.
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Eventually, my a good enougo cancel it. t and teo totally silent. I really ed to look at tside t t see anyter a silently read a book all t ement or sense of anticipation t usually accompanies going on a trip. I going t of pre-determined motions.
stepped off to tremble violently. It