ger people, o e somet quot;you need not force yourself to e somet.quot; I though.
ted from aseda, got married, and started is opposite. I married, started ed from university.) Driven by totally forgot my e someto clear off my debts, I o ill late at nig;a for seven years. As my bar served t;stuffed cabbagequot; , for instance, I o cut a full bag of onions into tiny pieces every morning. Still noo cut plenty of onions in a s time even sears. My omatically and sly move as if to do it.
quot;Do you kno tears?quot; I ask my students sometimes.
quot;No,quot; they say.
quot;Finisting tears start dropping.quot; A big laughter occurs.
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t ting a novel knocked on me. No it more. It ernoon in spring and I to see a baseball game bet Sfield bleacon a double, I made a sudden resolution t quot;Nos time for me to start ing a novel.quot; tarted to e a novel.
ion to my students, all of tunned face. quot;t means a someto you?quot; quot;I dont taste of beer, ts got togetimulated somet; I explain. quot;All I needed ime and to identify myself. It doesnt o be a special experience. It doesnt matter t t a series of ordinary experiences. But to be t are embedding tudent, I couldnt find out o e despite tcing someto discover ting, I guess.quot; quot;If you gone to tadium on t April afternoon, you be a er no;
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I really mean it; quot;; If I been in tadium t afternoon, I mig ing any novels. But as a matter of fact, I y outfield bleacadium on t spring afternoon - yes tadium y in tcon a beautif