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t it, t in t until up t to da about. It oo, o see seeing tour: St Pauls, the river, Jesss house.
Its not scary any more, said Martin.
You reckon? said Jess. he edge? Fucking hell.
Its a fuck sigter in the dark, if you ask me.
I didnt mean tin. I meant London. It looks all right.
It looks beautiful, said Maureen. I cant remember t time I could see so much.
I didnt mean t eit… I dont knoo go.
Yeaed to a dinner party, I said. Like you had.
I didnt knoed out of pity. I didnt belong.
And you feel included noo feel excluded from. Its just a big city again. Look. hes on his own. And shes on her own.
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itraffic wardens, probably, said Jess.
And I V presenters.
Or perverts, said Jess.
No. Agreed. I was on my own.
Apart from t ty, I said. But yeas w for suicides.
one? Jess asked.
December st, said Martin.
Yea popular nig ines Day, said Martin.
s t? Six s give it anot about t? ell probably all feel terrible on Valentines Day.
e all stared tfully at t. Six seem too long. Life could co care for. Or your career ional laugock.
Dyou know how youll be feeling in six weeks? Maureen asked me.
Oerminal disease. Life che fuck did I know how Id be feeling?
to predict its course - not even me, and I invented it.
So are o meet again before t… ;;? said Martin. o meet in six kill ourselves opping you, said Jess.
Surely t someone is stopping me. ere all stopping eacher.
Until the six weeks is up, yeah.
So opping you,quot; t te.
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… Martin clearly ion, o let hough.
I felt like I il t moment