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are you, a f— idiot? o Jess. Look w youve done.
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e just to , said Jess.
t a quot;my sidequot;. I and Im paying the price.
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e let t one he air.
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ouldnt o prison. ouldnt my job, my … So youre saying it bad luck.
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ts ;culpabilityquot;… Because some married men ter kids and all, you? I have indeed.
So bad lucks got noto do .