rriage, a ruined adjusting career, a grim interlude in t not a person. tence to date, a dismal total. Small re-education seemed my only is clear even to me t I need real y t provides ts clinkers!
Plucked from my unexamined life among ot, desperate, money-making young Americans, time, I am beginning to understand ion of t me I get right.)
14 November
tinction bettom a specious one, I feel. there are only individual egos, crazy for love.
15 November
todian our desks are all t size for sixtimate and furnis Educational Supply Corporation of Engle t if t, t be incorrect. Miss Mandible, o press tter furto tration mig in my removal from transfer to some sort of setup for quot;exceptional c; ter of t magnitude. to sit in a room ;retardedquot;) me be, please God, typical.
20 November
e read signs as promises. Miss Mandible understands by my great , by my resonant vo I erprets to mean t I am unique among ances, t desirable, ty as is everyt is Most Desirable. If neitions them.
I myself, in my former existence, read tto (quot;o ime of Needquot;) as a description of ty of ter, drastically mislocating t concerns. I believed t because I ained a tokens a kind of general righteousness.
But I say, looking about me in tor of future citizens, t signs are signs, and t some of t discovery of my time here.
23 November
It may be t my experience as a cer all. If only I can remain quietly in tes ext. All of teries t perplexed me as an adult s.
2 December
Miss Mandible o permit me to remain ungrooo long.
7 December
It is t to me, pledges t cannot be redeemed, t confuse me later and make me feel I am not getting any of some kno four I get te I must travel by anotor. If, like Bobby Vanderbilt, I yearn for ter coupé,1 o go te process, t is, get t is money itself t I desire, I o make it. All of tiful in t of timate; teel and glass building, in traigter-of-factness able t arrangements