I feel pretty good, actually. Its just t I to be o go to t to spend as mucime h him as I can.”
Before I die,s to say but didnt. I felt nauseated and couldnt respond.
quot;ors first told us,quot; s on, quot;t I sry to lead as normal a life as possible for as long as I could. t h up.”
quot;t t; I said bitterly.
quot;I know.”
quot;Arent you frightened?”
Someed o sayno, to say someto explain to me t presume to understand the Lords plan.
S;Yes,quot; s;Im frigime.”
quot;t you act like it?”
quot;I do. I just do it in private.”
quot;Because you dont trust me?”
quot;No,quot; s;because I know youre frigoo.”
I began to pray for a miracle.
time, and Id read about them in newspapers.
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So t nig Jamie mas and began to read. Noo be frank, I just remembered ts-tes could leave Egypt, Jonaer or raising Lazarus from too. I kne practically every cer of tacular, but I learned tians ament, and I didnt kno t books like Jos nig I read ticus , folloeronomy. t a little sloain parts, especially as all t I couldnt put it do I didnt fully understand.
It e one nigired by time I eventually reac some I y-tarts, quot;t ,quot; but I ed to read to be more important ter an ion t I assumed Jamie ed because it meant someto it said:I cry to you, my Lord, my rock! Do not be deaf to me, for if you are silent, I so t like t. ition as I cry to you for oward your holy of holies.
I closed tears in my eyes, unable to finishe psalm.
Some for me.
quot;I dont knoo do,quot; I said