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t as I to cry, t suddenly became clear.
God I o do.
I couldnt to ter, even if Id ook every scut I could, racing tting t t too play, and alticularly good ate, on toppable, propelled by w I o do.
I didnt care ed care, eitered to a rying to catco toward his office.
looked up e me in, o obsessively. tered across tre traig t about Jamie; t came to cry.
quot;Reverend?quot; I said softly.
ans I in anyway.
quot;Id like to be alone,quot; he croaked.
en, as es described in Davids Psalms. o keep up s around Jamie, and tress of doing so was wearing him down.
I marc up to me before turning back to the window.
quot;Please,quot; o me. one ed, as t rengto confront even me.
quot;Id like to talk to you,quot; I said firmly. quot;I ask unless it ant.”
sig in t in before, ake Jamie out for New Years Eve.
ened as I told was on my mind.
turned to me. I dont kno say no. Instead urned tohe window.
Even oo so speak.
Again I ran, again I didnt tire, my purpose giving me trengto go on. knocking, and t to see w .
Before she could speak, I did.
quot;Is s; I asked, euperrified at time.
quot;Yes,quot; tiously. quot;hen she woke up, she wondered where you were.”
I apologized for my dis mind leaving us alone. I o Jamies room, partially closing t me knoing.
quot;; s, quot;thank you for coming back.”
I pulled up a c next to aking igomac to cry.
quot;I ; I said.
quot;I kno cant seem to anymore.”
quot;Its okay, really.”
Sed ly off t, then leaned forward and kissed her cheek as well.
quot;Do you love me?quot; I asked her.
S;Yes.”
quot;Do you me to be ; As I asked my beginning to race.
quot;Of course I do.”
quot;ill you do somethen?”
Sures. quot;I dont kno; she said.
quot;But if you could, would you?”
I cannot adequately describe tensity of t