Fat intervened and ruso take Margots part, as if s injustice.
Of course, Motook Margots side; take eaco it t Ive become completely indifferent to Mots moodiness. I love t only because t. I dont give a darn about ts different ial to Margot, approving Margots every action, praising er Fathe world I love more.
realize t reats Margot differently t just o be test, t, ttiest and t. But I to be taken seriously too. Ive alo pay double for my sins: once isfied ion or talks. I long for somet jealous of Margot; I never envious of y. Its just t Id like to feel t Fat because Im because Im me, Anne.
I cling to Fatempt of Mots only t Im able to retain t ounce of family feeling I . understand t I sometimes need to vent my feelings for Mot to talk about it, and Motcomings, is tougo deal kno very edness, yet I cant continue to take thing.
Im te of Mot mean to judge rig a moto me -- I o mot myself adrift from ting my o seem to find anyt in to call quot;Mother.”
I tell myself time and again to overlook Mot to see s, and to look inside myself for doesnt part is t Fat realize tting me dos who can make
tely happy?
Sometimes I trying to test me, boture. Ill o become a good person on my o anyone to serve as a model or advise me, but itll make me stronger in the end.
me is ever going to read tters? me can I turn to for comfort? Im frequently in need of consolation, I often feel en t, I fail to meet expectations. I knoo do better.
t consistent in treatment of me. One day t Annes a sensible girl and entitled to kno t Annes a silly goose imagines so knotle darling o articulate t.
Oo my nigo put up abide or my intentions. ts art ttys alient. I promise , despite everyt Ill find my o once, receive encouragement from someone who loves me.
Dont condemn me, but times reacing point!
Yours, Anne
MONDAY, NOVEMBER 9,1942
Dearest Kitty,
Yesterday ers birteentairs by eiger and I look